hare hare, hare krishna

By twinpapa

I spent a lovely weekend with a lovely woman in the Bay Area. I lived nearly 18 years in that place. I learned my craft there, how to be a friend, a father, and a lover. I lived there so long that its streets, shops, and restaurants evoke not just memories but layers of memories. Strolling through its streets, particularly with someone special to me, was more an archeological excavation of my psyche than a simple weekend away.

The weekend was a mixture of nostalgia for the life that I used to lead there and a feeling of hopeful anticipation that the future will exceed the past. It is particularly ironic that in this weekend so heavily burdened by ties to the past and future, I experienced a moment of sublime presence in the now.

I already felt blessed that the day was clear and bright. A big spender, I bought us slices of Blondies for lunch and we found a warm patch of sun on the steps of the ASUC to eat them. Man that pizza is good.

With a belly full of melted cheese, I lay back against my companion and closed my eyes. The concrete and glass ASUC building is no Bodhi tree. I was angling more for a little nap than a glimpse of nirvana but sometimes the sublime can emerge unbidden from unlikely circumstances.

It was good. My head resting in the lap of a fantastic woman. The sun splaying across me unevenly – warming me just enough to make the cold breeze enjoyable. The sounds of Berkeley buzzing vaguely in the background.

Then the Hare Krishnas came. Drumming. Chanting. These are not your mother’s Hare Krishnas. Although some were in robes of Krishna Peach, most were in street clothes. Their ages ranged from late 60’s to four years old. But the chanting was the same as it has always been since the His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada gave birth to the movement before I was born. The hypnotic chanting, the rhythmic drums, the dancing belled feet pushed an already beautiful moment into the sublime. For a few lovely minutes, I felt myself melt – first into my companion, then into Berkeley in all its wacky glory, and then into the froth of experience.

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12 Responses to “hare hare, hare krishna”

  1. kasie Says:

    How romantic and fun! I love it. I the writing style of your piece too. I could picture it well.

  2. kasie Says:

    I mean to say I love the writing stye. Sorry, a lesson on proof reading.

  3. kasie Says:

    and I meant to say “meant” instead of “mean” which proves I don’t learn lessons very well.

  4. twinpapa Says:

    Oh I understand. Believe me. I can’t put a sentence together without a million typos. Believe it or not I actually took typing in high school but it didn’t help.

  5. Paul Says:

    “The weekend was a mixture of nostalgia for the life that I used to lead there and a feeling of hopeful anticipation that the future will exceed the past.”

    Well put. I like that feeling, or that combination.
    I am envious of your weekend…
    Except for the part where your bliss is crowded out by the hippie invasion. Damn hippies.
    Or did I misread?
    = )

  6. Linda Says:

    It’s only 12:48 pm on the 6th, and yet I’m sitting here reading comments posted hours from now. Oh, I get it, your blog exists in a parallel dimension! Good deal!

    Seriously, Dan, your writing is beautiful.

  7. Julie Says:

    I have a particular fondness for your writing. Especially this blog. Beautiful sweetheart, really.

  8. twinpapa Says:

    Thank you all for the blog love! Its always kind of a nice surprise to find out that my people are reading me — a digital hug.

  9. Tricia Says:

    What’s a blondie?
    I agree with others on your writing. It put me there, except I was in Ojai or Santa Barbara where I know as I write this that it’s warm and sunny and full of weirdos. I miss it.

  10. Scott Says:

    Excellent musing on the crossroads of memory and place. It’s amazing how powerful nostalgia can be. After spending a lot of time in Berkeley myself, I wonder I would react in a similar scenario. Well done.

  11. Candice Says:

    My husband and I got engaged in San Francisco. I still remember how happy I felt as I was sitting on a wall in Saucelido looking out over the bay. He had just finished a grueling 8 hour interview for the Foreign Service, and I had spent the day roaming the city with my future in-laws, but after it all we had some time alone, and the memory of the sights, sounds, and feeling of the fresh sea air as we sat together contemplating our future life will always stay with me. It makes me want to go back right now!

  12. twinpapa Says:

    SF is a great place to get engaged and a great place to return to for anniversaries.

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